Faith and Duty: Why a Kentucky County Clerk Isn’t Being Persecuted

In case you haven’t been following it, a clerk for Rowan county in Kentucky has made quit a few headlines recently regarding her faith and subsequent “religious persecution”.  After the Supreme Court ruling which legalized same sex marriage, the clerk, Kim Davis, continued to refuse to issue marriage licenses to same sex couples as it opposed her personal religious beliefs about homosexuality.  After several weeks in courts appealing her freedom of religious expression, a court ruled against Ms. Davis and ordered her to issue licenses as per her job duties.  However, as of today she still refuses to issue marriage licenses to same sex couples and is now is asking that she be forcibly removed from her job as a publicity stunt showing her protest and persecution.  My question is simply “How exactly is she being persecuted”?

I’m looking at this from a couple of different angles.  As an employee and more specifically an Human Resources professional, I am absolutely amazed that she’s still employed.  If I blatantly refused to do my job and lied to others about my employers services as she has done, it wouldn’t take long before I was fired.  I would guess there are millions of people doing jobs that they don’t agree with; people from vegetarians flipping burgers at McDonald’s to Mormons who work a Sunday shift at the plant.  However, in cases where individuals feel they are doing something against their personal/religious beliefs they have the alternative options.  My grandfather was a conscientious objector during World War II, and while still conscripted to the war he was allowed to follow his beliefs and work as a mechanic rather than fire a weapon.  Ms. Davis is neither compelled nor enslaved by her employer.  She can quit at any time.  And likewise, I’m sure the employer will have no problem replacing her.

The other piece of this that befuddles me is the persecution complex she has developed to the point where she will leave her position only in an apparently staged, physical removal by county sheriffs and while I assume she screams all the homophobic, religious persecution rhetoric she wants for the cameras.  Let’s get this straight, staging your own persecution is not persecution.  Ms. Davis refusing to do a job she can walk away from in order to draw spotlight on herself is akin to letting your dog answer the phone then complaining you never get your messages.  The problem isn’t the system or the dog, it’s your own ignorance.

The phrase “religious freedom” and “religious persecution” have taken on a whole new buzz as of late.  With a growing secular worldview within the United States there seems to be this struggle of proper religious expression and individual personal rights.  Somehow the right to enforce your personal beliefs on others has created a persecution complex for many Christians.  But let’s not confuse what’s happening with Ms. Davis for persecution.  There are real Christians dying in the Middle East for nothing more than how they worship.  Even Pope Francis has said we have more martyrs today than the early church.

What I see here is a lonely woman taking advantage of a situation for her own 15 minutes of fame.  The saddest thing about it is that whenever she is eventually removed from her position, no one will care.  She will have wasted her time and energy for no reason.  No one will remember her plight or even her name in a few months.  She will not have won anyone over to her cause or her gospel.

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A Convenient Untruth: Should Christians Be Politically Correct?

Does being politically correct require being dishonest?  It seems like no matter where you go in today’s society that truth is at a premium.  So called “reality TV” shows are often staged, with careful attention paid to casting the right people and even partially scripting certain pieces; advertisements show us unattainable photoshopped models wearing something we should purchase but will not look the same on our more round bodies.  Just the term “politically correct” insinuates to people that what you are hearing is a watered down, polite version of the facts to the point that it may not be 100% true.  If you don’t believe me, I simply ask “do you believe 100% of what politicians say?”

While I understand that being PC is standard operating procedure in modern culture, I’m not so sure that it should be for Christians.  The majority of Christian faithful will agree that we should not water down the gospel in any way, but what about the rest of our lives?  I recently encountered an employee who had met with her manager to discuss her recent performance and the possibility of promotion into a new position that had opened in the department.  The employee was telling how encouraged she felt as she left the meeting where the manager told her that her performance was fantastic and that she should definitely apply to the position as interviews were starting soon for fair consideration of all candidates.  However, what the employee didn’t know is that I was aware the manager had already made a selection for the position and we were simply working out the details.  Was the manager simply being PC or more appropriately telling a convenient untruth to maintain the relationship with the employee?  Is that any different from a doctor or nurse telling a patient “this will only hurt a little bit” all the while knowing it will be rather painful?

In his sermon on the mount, Jesus states that if you think about killing someone in your heart or lust after a woman in your heart, you have committed murder or adultery.  Therefore couldn’t the same be said for the PC convenient untruth; the little white lies we allow ourselves to share?  If adultery or murder done in our heart and bears no actual action is considered the same as acting out, shouldn’t the same be true for lying whether big or small?

Few will deny that Jesus came as a countercultural force.  His actions in life called into question how and why things were done.  He spoke plainly and challenged people to address issues in their own lives that prohibited them from living kingdom lives.  If you ask practically any Christian to speak on a topic such as human trafficking or poverty they will gladly and boldly share his or her convictions.  Ask the same individual if they will do the same on the issue of homosexuality, abortion, or women’s ordination and the response will be more nervous hesitation.  Our culture has backed us into a corner of political correctness from which few people are willing to venture.  As a result, I believe that we as Christians are no longer living the Christ centered life we claim.  Not so long as we’re willing to tell convenient untruths and essentially lie to each other and ourselves.

Therefore, my question to you is, has political correctness led to the ineffectiveness of Christians in spreading the gospel message?  Are we no longer the counter cultural force that spread like wildfire in the early centuries of the church?  Should we as followers of Jesus follow his instructions of Matthew 18 in discussing tough topics with one another?  Why are we so afraid to do so if we aren’t?


For the sake of argument compare the stories of Abram and Pharaoh (Gen 12) vs Ananias and Sapphira (Acts 5)

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How Do You Know When to Leave the Church?

What good is the church anymore?  Do I belong there any longer?  I find myself facing these questions a lot recently.  Following on the heels of the Seventh-day Adventist General Conference voting down a resolution regarding the ordination of women, myself and many I know are  at a critical point in our lives as we ask “now what”.  You can’t deny that a growing number of people have lost their connection to church and are struggling to find a reason to stay in it.  One college student went so far today as saying “if the church doesn’t do something drastic about this my generation will be gone in two weeks.”  And I believe them.  More importantly, they won’t be the only ones.  There are those who have been working for renewal and progress within the church for years, in the hopes of making it better for the next generation.  They are equally angry and disenfranchised as the culture of religion appears to be no different than the rest of the world.

I’m one of those people who have been struggling with the church for years; and now as I see the organizational decision affecting many I know and care about, the questions are harder and heavier.   When I began to resent going to church I knew I had to make a change.  I had lost my inspiration and passion for sharing the good news.  I no longer felt my spiritual gifts.  Going through the process of deciding to leave the church wasn’t easy.  It was months of agony as I prayed and consulted those close to me.  Looking back I saw a path that ultimately led me to the crucial decision I had to make.  Is it time for me to leave the church?

Step 1: I’m Just a Number

I recently stepped back from nearly all of my positions at church.  Shortly afterwards one pastoral staff members asked “are you leaving the church?  I hope not because the church is getting older and we need young people”.  There it was.  There was no visit to say thank you for service, to offer support, or see what they could do to keep me involved.  It was all about the fact I had less gray hairs than others and that looks good on the books.  I’m a number.  Church is hard this way.  It’s at this point that you realize you want to be involved and can’t find the right spot or even worse aren’t allowed.  The good OLD boys have it under control, so just pay your tithe like a good member and let them do it.  But you want more.  You want to be part of community and perform service and give of yourself because when you do you feel this intrinsic value that makes you feel alive.  To do anything else is soul crushing.

Step 2: I See Discrepancies

“I don’t believe in the church or religion anymore.  It doesn’t want to do what Jesus told us to do.”  The words came out slowly and carefully over a cup of coffee one afternoon.  I had had many conversations with Sarah over the years and knew this wasn’t an easy or flippant decision for her.  She looked at me with tears in her eyes.  “I just want to love people the way Jesus did.  Why doesn’t religion want to do that?”

Have you had that conversation?  It’s a conversation I’ve had many times recently, and one I still have with myself.  How can a religion so full of wealth and influence, ultimately do so little to change the world around it?  I’ve watched as people who preach “the meek shall inherit the earth” use the Bible as a means to subordinate and manipulate others as they climb to positions of authority.  You realize you are no longer invested in what the church is doing because you see too great a divide between the impact you feel called to make in the name of Jesus and the actual goals of organized religion.

Step 3: I Don’t Agree With the Church Anymore

This goes beyond disagreeing on which outreach the church should do this weekend.  Every week you go to church and hear the sermon the pastor presents.  However, you find yourself disagreeing with him more frequently.  As you read your bible and become more mature in your faith you find that some of the things said, taught, and presented as truths aren’t as black and white as they’re made out to be.  As I’ve studied (as every good Christian should) in an attempt to know the Bible and more importantly God better, I’ve found that I don’t interpret things the same way that my pastor or church do.  Maybe you see some of the big things as not quite so big, or other little things that matter a great deal to you than the church makes them out to be.  Now, don’t get me wrong, disagreements based on interpretation and implementation happen often without major issue.  However, when you feel ostracized and disconnected because you no longer can find any common ground you have a serious problem.

Step 4: Church Isn’t Good for Me Anymore

I lost interest in church a while ago.  Being too close to it for too many years had eaten away at my soul and church wasn’t good for me anymore.  The music was flat, the sermons were just platitudes, and the greetings patronizing.  I would go home frustrated and annoyed, fuming over the politics and inconsistencies.  Church used to be my outlet, my break from the drama of the work week and my outlet for impacting others.  Once it became hollow I knew I had to make a change.

What do you do next?

If you’re like me and you’ve never known what it’s like not to go to church, making the decision to leave is like deciding which limb to remove from your body.  It’s frightening.  Will you lose family and friends over the decision?  Where will you go?  What will you do to fill that void?  However, if that limb has gangrene the decision is easier.  My decision was extremely difficult and emotional, but looking back I don’t regret it for a moment.  To clarify, I didn’t leave the church.  I did however take a huge step back.  It’s only in that moment that you can gain perspective.  With perspective comes healing.  You must find the balance in your spiritual life and what fills your soul to passionately seek God.  Church is about God, not the flawed, sinful people who invented “church”.  When you can no longer see or feel Him there, it may be time to step back.  I did that and found myself inspired again; passionate again.  Like getting a new prescription in your glasses and all of a sudden you can see the detail in the trees again.

Sarah still comes to church too.  Although since our talk she has become a firm agnostic, she still comes to church every week.  I look for her and greet her with the biggest hug I can every week.  I let her know how much I love seeing her and how I miss our talks.  She looks at me every time with a sheepish smile and says “thank you.”  Despite her burden and differences in philosophy, she comes to church in the hope of finding that thing that makes her complete.

If you’re struggling with the decision to leave the church, I won’t try to talk you out of it.  Leaving the church may be the best thing for you.  I know that the organized structure of church is causing irreparable harm to countless individuals in desperate need of LOVE and GRACE.  So I ask, what are you looking for and where will you go to find it?


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Thoughts on the Adventist Response to Ryan Bell Becoming Atheist

Over the past year Ryan Bell, former Adventist pastor of the Hollywood SDA church, has publicly struggled with his faith and lived a life as an Atheist.  With the conclusion of his 2014 resolution to live as an Atheist yesterday it was no surprise to me that he announced that he no longer believes in God.  While many have responded with various signs of disappointment, compassion, or disdain, it was one response in the Adventist Review that struck a chord with me.  The article found HERE, entitled “Concern, Compassion, and Hope for ex-Pastor Who Left God” may appear in title to be sincere, but to which I found it patronizing and belittling.

Maybe it’s the fact that I understand Ryan’s struggle all too well.  While I never lived a year without God as he did, I struggled with belief for almost six months.  Very few people knew the depths of my struggle with religion, spirituality, and God since my job and family depended on my faith (not counting the fact I was and am the youth ministry director for my church).  Maybe it’s my current struggles not with faith, but with religion and Christianity as institutions.  Maybe it’s the fact that I identify with the individuals so callously referred to in the article as “social justice minded prodigals”.  No matter what it was, I was hurt by what felt like a patronizing and flippant response so out of touch with the reality of where so many are as believers.  I had to respond.  While I don’t know if my response will be approved or not, I thought I would share here in the hopes of connecting with others who feel likewise.

And in case you were wondering, my faith today is as strong as it has ever been.  I believe that my journey and struggles make me a better follower of Jesus and aide me in my ministry to those who often feel disconnected from God.  I am also strongly Adventist and believe in the core beliefs and truths that I have learned there.

“I am a fourth generation Adventist, a preachers kid, product of the SDA system, and bi-vocational youth pastor. Ryan’s experience is all too real to me both in my own personal spiritual journey (including atheism) as well as those students I meet and minister to on a regular basis. I’m hurt by this response because to me it appears very patronizing and more importantly out of touch. To start with the sentiment that our “Adventist education and enculturation” should have saved him is naïve. Our schools are dying and closing one after another. Year after year I see more students graduate from academy and leave church than stay. Have we become so reliant on our “system” that when we are faced with individuals who struggle as Ryan has that we don’t know how to respond? It’s easy to write off other world views and truths as “uninspired” when we don’t understand or agree with them. Many did the same to the reformers and even Mrs. White. Yet, we fail to reveal the inspired life in connection with God to these people. Belittling where Ryan has turned to for inspirational truth only results in pushing him and others on that path further away. I have seen God use those truths to shine into the lives of others in marvelous ways.
Real compassion would not write off the “give me” people as prodigals who will return when they come to their senses, but encourage them and nurture them. Didn’t Abram, Gideon, and Moses all ask for signs? Doesn’t Isaiah tell us to ask for a sign (Is. 7:11)? “Give me” goes so much deeper into a person’s faith journey. It’s a longing to fill the God shaped hole in all of us. And what did we give him in response to his struggle? How did Ryan see the hands and feet of Jesus moving on this earth? He was promptly fired from employment and shunned, leaving a group of Atheists to raise money to support this single dad.
Finally, I’m ashamed that we would write off those with a “social justice mentality” as prodigals. How then should we respond to Jesus who says those who will be saved feed the hungry, clothe the naked, and visit the imprisoned? How do we reconcile a gospel preached to the meek and powerless by a man who had no place to lay his head with our current state of large houses of worship and billion dollar television networks? Social injustice exists as a result of sin and we are called as the body of Christ to do his work. Seeing Christians claim this message, but not live it is what’s so disorienting to Ryan, myself, and many others. We are seeing Brennan Manning’s quote lived out “The single greatest cause of atheism is Christians: who acknowledge Jesus with their lips and deny him with their lifestyle”
I’m sorry, but I don’t see much concern or compassion here. I do see hope however. Hope that through this very public experience for our church, we can all see better ways to reach those who are struggling and maybe even re-evaluate how we are currently sharing the gospel truth with the world around us. And hope as you said in the father figures, who personally reached me during that time of struggle, to embrace me and nurture me through the questions and seeking “truth”. Those of us secure in our faith should do as Bill suggested and connect with Ryan personally much like Matthew 18 tells us to. That is how we reach an unbelieving world.”

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Do We Choose to Sin or Is It Human Nature?

Original SinI have a problem with sin.  I’m not talking about my shortcomings and guilt for the things I’ve done wrong that separate me from God.  I’m talking about sin as Ben Watson, tight end for the New Orleans Saints, identified it this past week.  After the grand jury verdict was delivered in the case of Michael Brown in Ferguson, Missouri and the subsequent riots and protests that broke out there, Ben Watson responded via his Facebook page.  In his post he says:

“ultimately the problem is not a SKIN problem, it is a SIN problem. SIN is the reason we rebel against authority. SIN is the reason we abuse our authority. SIN is the reason we are racist, prejudiced and lie to cover for our own. SIN is the reason we riot, loot and burn. “

I’m sorry, but this sounds like making excuses.  Like there was nothing else those people could have done but react the way they did.  As if sin made them do it.  But sin didn’t make them do it.  They chose to do it.  The existence of sin gave them the option to riot, loot, and burn; and that’s what they chose to do.  If sin were the cause, then why didn’t everyone feel the need to react in similar fashion?

I’ve heard this kind of thinking before and it I don’t like it.  To me it’s a scapegoat.  An excuse for doing bad things and not taking responsibility for them.  Sin is a choice.  It’s as if by making sin the reason for the things that occur in this world  that we are no longer responsible for our actions.  We can write them all off as “out of my control”.  I can’t use that excuse at work when I don’t follow through on a project and it definitely doesn’t fly when my kids are disobedient at home or school.  I guarantee you all the people who burned buildings, robbed stores and caused chaos in the streets knew exactly what they were doing was wrong.  It’s as if Michael Brown’s stepfather couldn’t control himself as if he were possessed when he shouted to an already angry town “Burn this @*%# down”.  No, all of it was a choice and could have been stopped if they wanted to.

Ben Watson’s response comes from a Christian doctrine called “original sin”.  This doctrine has never really made sense to me and the more I study and seek to know and understand God better, the less and less it sits right with me.  The doctrine essentially states that since the first sin committed by Adam and Eve, humanity is naturally bent towards sinfulness.  So Ben Watson’s line of thought is consistent with this belief that we as humans just can’t help ourselves when it comes to spinning out of control.  Therefore as John Bradford the 16th century theologian would say “but for the grace of God go I”; murdering, raping, lying, looting, and rioting.

But doesn’t original sin contradict our belief in God giving us free will?  To me sin is a willful choice resulting from free will.  Free will given to us by a God and creator to choose whether to love and obey or not.  Rabbi Tovia Singer on the website Outreach Judaism explains that the concept of original sin undermines the entire concept of free will.  This is a disturbing point to make.  If we are naturally bent toward sin, we inherently have little to no free will to steer from it.  Our acceptance of Christ as our savior and any inclination toward good would be contrary to ourselves and something which we would naturally reject.  It would then make any kindhearted and good actions some sort of requirement for being a follower of Christ similar to forcing your kids to each lima beans because it’s good for them.

Over and over again in the Old Testament the Israelites are given a choice to choose between following God or not.  And not once do you get this picture of pained acceptance of God as they are dragged kicking and screaming towards Him.  They repent, which literally means to stop or turn away from, and follow God’s call (even if only for a short time).  If God gives us the option to repent and choose, wouldn’t it make sense that somewhere in us also lies a natural tendency toward good?  Look around you and you will see more people (Christian, Muslim, Buddhist, Atheist, or otherwise) doing good things than bad.  Not because they feel some compulsion to do so for salvation sake, but because it is naturally in them.  And there is a lot more good going on in the world than bad.  The bad is just what makes it on the evening news.

This isn’t to say there isn’t the presence of sin in the world and it’s effects.  Effects from the curse of sin brought about by Adam and Eve’s choice.  And I’m not talking about avoiding the consequences of sin.  I’m talking about the reasoning behind the action.  If we give into this notion that bad things will happen because we will always be sinners until the second coming, we also give into the fact that we are incapable of doing something about it to begin with.  It’s this “poor me, I’m so helpless and lost” attitude as if Jesus dying on the cross is the only thing that’s keeping us from being complete savages.  The problem in that notion is there are way too many people who have accepted Jesus into their lives and continue to do rather sinful things.

A pastor friend of mine once described sin as anything that comes between you and God.  I like this concept because it brought about a much broader perception of sin than just the ten commandments, a concept I felt Jesus elaborated upon during his ministry.  Jesus took the commandment of murder and expanded the intent to include hateful thoughts.  He took the commandment of adultery and expanded it to include lustful thinking.  Jesus then went on to say if your hand offends you cut it off, or your eye causes you to sin pluck it out (Matt 5:29-30).  Those sound like options to correct willful choices to me.

Let’s stop using “SIN” as an excuse.  Yes, all have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God (Rom 3:23).  And we cannot save ourselves, as that only comes through Jesus (Acts 4:12).  However, so long as we focus on the sinful nature of man we will fail to see the blessings of God working all around us and through us.  We will continue to excuse each others sins and separation from God rather than accept that we can do anything through Christ (Phil 4:13) and resisting the devil (Jam. 4:7).  Sin does not force us to separate ourselves from God, it gives us the option to do so.  Therefore, if choosing to serve God (not rioting, looting, and burning) seems desirable to you, CHOOSE today who you will follow (Josh. 24:15).

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Where is 21st Century Youth Ministry Going

Where is youth ministry going in the 21st century?  Youth ministry itself is a relatively modern invention for churches.  It wasn’t too long ago that youth came to church with their parents because they were supposed to.  They’d gather in a room, sit around a table or in rows, and listen as a lesson was explained to them by an elder or parent who was willing to do it.  It didn’t look a whole lot different from school other than you might start off by singing a few songs.  Today it’s a different world.  Full-time paid youth pastors run programs using a variety of curriculum intended to make faith exciting for teens.  But as I’ve visited churches large and small, I’ve found that decades later there really isn’t much different.  Despite the recently devoted resources students are actually leaving the church faster than at any other point in the church’s history.  Why is that?

I used to blame parents for the lack of student interest in faith and youth ministry.  After all, it’s the parents responsibility to get their kids to church.  I still put part of the ownership on parents, but also look at it as a partnership where all the individuals involved must be engaged: parents, pastors, and students.  In doing so I found a glaring flaw common in youth ministries that wind up disconnecting them from their students.  They were not speaking the language of their students.

Today’s teens speak an electronic language.  They engage each other and the world through Google Goggles with the help of their trusted guide Siri.  Twitter lets them talk to celebrities, Instagram lets them show the world what they’re doing, and Tumblr lets them share their thoughts uninterrupted.  Those aren’t even half the apps used by youth today and do you see a trend?  It’s about them expressing themselves to their friends and the world around them.  It’s about them contributing and engaging.  Engagement is this buzzword that people like to throw around.  Pastors talk about engaging their youth when what they really mean is “we need to do something that makes them come and then not fall asleep when they get here”.  But engagement for youth in the 21st century is more than being interested in what the pastor is saying.  Engagement must be about their ability to interact and possibly change the conversation as it’s happening.

Gone are the stale lesson plans with daily reading assignments.  Gone are the days when a pastor could talk at them for 30 minutes while students listened.  Students today crave a conversation.  An organic youth program that allows them to engage in expressing their thoughts and ideas with others.  And that includes others beyond the walls of the church.  Youth ministry in the 21st century needs youth leaders who can effectively use the language of students and guides students as they engage each other in expressing the thoughts that are on their mind about faith and the world.  It means youth leaders must become the shepherding guide of the original meaning of the word “Pastor”.  They must spend more time facilitating the thoughts and conversations of teens then they do in preparing their own thoughts to teach.  They must learn to allow the students to wander where their hearts take them, but always be present to guide when needed.

This is where I believe youth ministry must go for our churches in the 21st century.  It’s a scary place for many youth pastors who like myself volunteer to work with teens.  We didn’t get the training of pastors and often dread being exposed as ignorant by the questions of our students.  As I’ve been blessed with countless people who have shepherded me in my spiritual path, I’ve come to believe that God is calling me to do the same.  To help other youth ministries and youth leaders as they engage students, using their language, to discuss topics relevant to their faith journey.  It’s led me to take a big leap of faith in creating a ministry resource for youth ministry.  One that would connect youth using electronic mediums so they can share their thoughts about life and faith.  Youth leaders can help each other and in so doing help more students.  The links below will share my vision for a 21st century youth ministry unlike any that has been created.  Take a few minutes to check it out and see if you are inspired to help students have a place where they can have conversations with each other about faith.

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Why I Spank and When It Goes Wrong

Like the majority of Americans I was raised in a home that used corporal punishment .  My mom broke a fair share of wooden spoons on my rear end.  To this day I take pride in the fact that my parents don’t have any wooden spoons in the kitchen because my hide was tough enough to eliminate them all.  As I got older to where my mothers punishment wasn’t quite as effective, I remember transitioning to the “Wait till your father gets home” punishment.  Looking back, I realize that half the punishment was what we would have considered a “time-out” today as I sat in dreadful anticipation of what was to come.  There was never any arguing over the punishment (except for the pleading “don’t tell dad”).  I knew that arguing or fighting back just made matters worse.  I’d take my couple of swats and afterwards sit on the edge of the bed, usually two hands under me massaging my now tender buttocks, and “think about what I had done”.  This was how I was raised and how I intended to raise my kids.  Like so many people out there my thought was “I got spanked growing up and I turned out just fine”.

I never considered my punishment a “beating” or “whoopin'” like some call it.  That always seemed overdramatizing the situation.  It was a simple spanking. I never had to “fetch a switch” or pull down my pants.  We didn’t even have an official paddle like some of my friends parents had.  Today, I don’t remember how often I was spanked or for what.  What I do remember is what happened after every time though.  Whoever gave out the spanking would come back into the bedroom and sit down next to me.  They’d put their arms around me and wipe away the tears that were still trickling down my cheeks.  It always finished with “you know I don’t like spanking you.  I love you very much and am sorry.  We know you are a great kid and want you to be as great as we believe you are”.  There’d be an explanation of why what I did was wrong and I’d be sent off to play.  But that was a different time.

Apparently corporal punishment is still very common although a bit faux pas.  According to research led by Elizabeth Gershoff at the University of Texas nearly three fourths of US parents spank their children at least once a year.  Nineteen states still utilize corporal punishment in the school system where some 200,000 students receive spankings each year.  So at first the story of Adrian Peterson seemed a bit silly to most Americans.  In case you hadn’t heard Adrian Peterson, star running back for the Minnesota Vikings, turned himself in a week ago on charges of child abuse.  The details I gathered from the story are his 4 year old son pushed his other son off of a toy.  Peterson then used a “switch” to spank the child.  Sounds pretty normal for any of us who grew up fetching a dad’s belt from the closet, and initially many people defended his actions.  The problem arose when the child’s mother took him to the doctor for lacerations to his legs.  As I read the story the first thing that came to my mind was “why does a 260 lb professional athlete need a weapon to discipline a four year old?”.

The problem with child discipline is that there’s a thin line between discipline and abuse.  For every parent who takes the time to love on their child afterwards like mine did, there is one who uses the opportunity to relieve themselves of stress at the expense of a defenseless child; boys and girls who couldn’t sit for days or had black eyes for “sassing their parents” are all too common.  It’s for this reason that the UN passed a resolution to the basic human rights of children urging states to prohibit corporal punishment.  I realized the fine line very quickly as a father.  I scared myself as I felt myself losing control and spanking out of anger.  I had a rule that I would never use an object to discipline my boys.  I know how strong I am and I wasn’t going to allow myself to inflict harm.  But inevitably comes those moments as your arguing with your child and you lose your temper.  It was in those moments where I would grab my son and hold him tight, keeping him safe from me as we calmed ourselves down together.  I understand those parents who say “I never meant to hurt them”.  It’s so easy to lose control in the midst of a child’s temper tantrum as they are kicking and screaming at you.

What makes it even worse is trying to find the alternative.  How do you respond when a kid is stubborn and/or disrespectful?  Time-out is a joke for them.  It’s not easy reasoning with a child.  I’ve read the research and understand the Psychological effects physical violence have on children.  But for all the research that says don’t spank, there’s little to none that give helpful alternatives.  I know I can’t have the same level of discourse with a toddler about right and wrong as I can with a 13 year old due to their cognitive development.  If I take a four year old and explain to them in great detail that if you grab the dogs tail he will bite, what do you think will happen the next time that child sees a dog with it’s tail wagging?  I don’t believe they’ll stop and say “I remember that fantastic conversation with father about the perils of aggravating the dog”.  Most likely they will grab the dogs tail, get nipped at, and come crying to mom.  The reality is that the nip from the dog, the burn on the hand, or the slap on the wrist is what reinforces that was a bad decision.  It’s not a preferred consequence, but how many times have you told a child “no” to find them right back at it again as soon as you turn your back?

I don’t believe spanking is wrong, but like all things there comes a point where it is used extremely or improperly.  I don’t believe scolding a child is wrong, but I have friends who have gone through years of therapy for the emotional and verbal abuse they received as a child.  It’s hard as a parent to discover what kind of punishment is effective for your children.  There’s no manual for this kind of thing.  They don’t teach it in life skills at school, so each of us grows up making decisions about our parenting based on our childhood experiences and the personality of our children.  Every kid is different.  For some a time-out is all that’s needed.  Others need to lose their toys and others don’t respond unless there’s a physical response, be it a slap on the wrist or a swat on the rear.  There are plenty of us out there who got spanked and grew up just fine and there are plenty of people out there who know first hand what a parent losing control and using extreme measures looks like.  My boys are just now in elementary school and thankfully they are smart enough that I can’t remember the last time one of them got spanked.  And I’m thankful every time I don’t have to either.


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